i don't eat cake anyway.

i won't do anything foolish, but i hate when i feel like i have no control over a situation.

i know. i just hate to pour my heart out. i read half of the first PM you sent. so funny! i'm going to finish it tonight. i've been looking at daycares for conor so my days consist of calling them all day and visiting them at night. it's a lot harder than i thought it would be. i just find something wrong with every place we visit, of course!

it's so funny! i was telling daniel about it. i'll have to send it to him now that i've finished it.

well, looking for a daycare on top of a few other things. i don't want to let him go, but i know that i need to get out and get a job myself. i need a life! hehe

the daycare i went to visit yesterday was pretty great, though. i couldn't complain about anything even though i wanted to! one more to visit today and then i'm going to make my decision. : )

so i did find a daycare! now i just have to find myself a job so i can incorporate my comedy act somewhere around my work schedule. ha!

oh, i do that anyway.

i know, i know. i've been doing that for the last couple days. i must say... it has been pretty nice.

hey, thanks. : )

yeah, i've finally made my daycare decision, but now the job situation...

i'm filling out applications for libraries and music stores. ha! the only reason this is sort of stressful is because i told my husband (since he pays for everything else) that i would pay for conor's daycare... and conor starts monday! granted, he's fine with my paying him back for the first week or two, but i still feel a bit of pressure.

i know it will all work out in the end!

i was actually thinking about that after the last response i left you. i looked back and i thought, 'damn, i type too much.'

anywho, you are right. "connor" is the more common spelling here. everyone spells his name wrong, and when some lady tells me about her "connor" they never fail to mention that it's with two N's. actually, the only two conor's that i do know of (famous), spell it with one N. one's in an american band, and one's in an irish band. so i guess it's not regional. ha! anyway (talk about typing a lot), the reason i spelled it with one N is because my name is michele (with one L) and i always make a joke about people who spell it michelle and the unnecessary letter in there. so we thought it was cute.

yeah, i don't think the library is going to hire me. there's 3 questions in a row that ask me what qualifies me to work in a library. i don't know... i've read a book?

i'm sure i'll be serving cappuccinos at starbucks.

Ha! I always thought you were too nice. I knew there was a catch!

i think it might be a little cheaper if you ship dead roses, though. Ha! But I like you better as good listener than an e-stalker. Haha

i've been trying... my poor dog runs when she sees me now.

ha! i know, but atleast on an internet site when you start to get fed up with the constant complaining you can just sign off and say... oh, sorry. my internet crashed!

you better not have!

i actually just did one before i read your response.

they usually average about 3 per minute and last 10 seconds. so i'm actually due for another right now.

okay, okay. i believe you!

that capital D gets me everytime!